I'm currently enrolled in an AP Music Theory class at my school. My teacher has been great all year; I've learned so much more than I ever thought was possible. I loved going to class every day to learn about diminished 5ths and homophonic rhythms and such. I loved learning about the different composers (and I'm afraid to admit this) because I know little to nothing about composers. I mean, sure. There's the mainstream Bach and Beethoven, Mozart and Brahms. But who were these men? What were they really like? And why are they so damn good with music?
Over the course of this year, I've written reports on Vaughn-Williams (one of my favorites for sure--have you heard his Five Variants for Dives and Lazarus?), Listz, Holst and a few others. Learning about these composers has bridged the gap between their music and my ears. I love The Planets and the way Holst uses different themes to personify the planets. But my favorite composer of all would have to be Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. I wrote a 12 pg paper on him my sophomore year. His music is probably one of the most emotional music ever written. Tchaikovsky was referred to a few times as "unmanly" or something like that because he was so willing to bear his soul. I love it. His life was filled with tragedy--taken away from his mother at a young age, constantly being humiliated with his sexuality, never finding a lover. His only solace was in Nadezhda von Meck, a rich widow who became his lifelong friend.
Anyway. Back on topic.
My AP Music Theory teacher suddenly became "ill". I say "ill" because I'm not quite sure if that's the reason or not. None of us are quite sure. I mean, I'm sure she's sick, but we're not very happy. This AP test has cost us $87, and she has left us to fend for ourselves. Sure. We have a student teacher, but he's hardly qualified to teach high school, and this is a college class. I'm really frustrated right now. I think I'm pretty advanced when it comes to music, but I've looked at these practice tests, and I'm kind of worried. I'm not sure if I know everything that's on this test.
Well. There's nothing I can do besides study, right?
The Circle of Fifths. That lovely little circle of letters and flats and sharps. Without it, I'd be completely lost in music. I really owe my whole Music Theory grade to it. Well. That and the list of German music vocab that I cheat off of on tests.
Anyway. I'm just here. Being me. Playing and writing music.
Til next time,
-Jared